I wake up to a phone call from my mom telling me news I never wanted to hear. My cousin who is only 22 years ago, had committed suicide this morning. I just don’t understand he is happy he had no signs of needing help. He had to be hiding what was going on in his head good. I don’t understand why he didn’t reach out to me he knows I deal with suicidal thoughts all the time. Right now I just don’t know what to do or how how to feel. I don’t think it really has sunk in that he is gone.
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~thebpdgirl39~ 
My condolences dear. You hang in there. There’s a lot more to your identity than thoughts and emotions. I pray you experience that soon
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Thanks very much
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I can relate to your shock. My uncle, who I was very close to, committed suicide. I got the phonecall about it from his dad – my grandpa. Time does heal.
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Sorry to hear about that
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I am so sorry about your loss. I can also relate- I received news about a relative a few months ago in Europe that we lost the same way. No words.
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