I see no point anymore in asking for help!!

I’m told by my therapist, case manager, med nurse to reach out to them for help if I need to…so I do… and I don’t get a response from any of them…so I don’t know what the point in asking for help from anyone anymore…I’m really struggling and I feel like I am all alone…my suicidal thoughts are really getting bad….I don’t know what to do anymore…

why does god have to take you away

February was the worst month this year…I have lost to many people close to me…I lost my best friend to an overdose…lost my grandpa… and just lost another friend…I really just can’t take much more…I think I am still in shock and haven’t really processed anything yet… the way I have been coping is using…all I want to do is feel numb…

Heather