Merry Christmas and Happy New Years…

I really can’t believe it is the end of 2021… I think this really has been a rough year for me… sometimes I just wish I could make it desapear forever from my mind…I haven’t been very good with my blogging this year…my goal this year is to improve a lot of things in my life right now… like make all my appointments, take all my medicine as I’m prescribed… follow recommendations that I get from all my mental health providers…try to stop my destructive behaviors…. keep in touch more with my son.

Currently I’m still really struggling with my meth addiction…I was even recently prescribed Naltrexone… it’s supposed to help me with my cravings…but I don’t think it is going to help if I don’t take it…I’m really scared it would hurt me really bad since I’m still using… I talk to my doctor next week… and I’m going to be honest with her and tell her I don’t take it and I’m still using…

I’m done for now… hope you all have a happy new year… Heather