This really has been a hard month for me…. good by July…

It has been about a month since my last post…I have really dealt with a lot of shit this month…my car broke down in June so I missed having my car…

July 6th was my birthday…I turned 41…I got in a fight with my mom the week before that so she didn’t even call and wish me a happy birthday… I ended up sleeping all day until I got a phone call from my son wishing me happy birthday…that made my day… the next day I even got a birthday card from my son…it brought tears to my eyes…I miss my son so much… the last time I saw him was Christmas…

Now the last couple of weeks have been hard…I have had 3 people I know overdose on meth that was laced with something…2 of them didn’t make it and died… right now overdoses are really high in are town…I really think all this and it being so close…and really scaring me… it’s going to be what makes me quite for sure…I hope so I don’t want it to happen to me…

Some good news I talked to my mom yesterday and I am planning on going to see her, my son, my sister and niece’s next week…I’m really looking forward to that… praying nothing gets in the way…

Hugs to you all… have a good week…

Heather

8 thoughts on “This really has been a hard month for me…. good by July…

  1. Hi Heather
    I’m sorry July was so sh*tty for you and hope August is better. Have you ever thought of emailing jo@samaritans.org? They offer a place where you can talk about your feeling confidentially (and anonymously).
    Thank you for liking my post. Let’s hope they can get LSD research completed and clinically approved for medical use as soon as possible.
    I wouldn’t recommend street acid because it can be cut with dangerous substances. Actually, I wouldn’t recommend meth either …
    Stay as well as you can – I’ll be thinking of you.

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  2. Life is weird for so many people right now. Especially those of us dealing with addiction and mental health, either in ourselves or a loved on. Hang in there sister. We will survive this!

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