Don and his favorite toy

Don and his favorite toy

I’m now fucking car less…

I’m so angry and upset at the same time. My car finally gave up on me last night. I knew it was coming. It was going to break down soon. I was driving it until it finally did crash on me.

I just wasn’t ready yet. I now don’t know what I am going to do now without a car. I have to pick up my meds 3 times a week. Just something for me to be worried about now and stressing over. I so hate my life right now.

Have a good day Heather

June 12, 2021

Wow I really can’t believe it has been since March 1st that I posted anything. A lot has happened since then. I don’t think I could even remember some of the things that have happened.

My goal is to start blogging again.

The last thing I saw I posted was I was going to try a medicine that would help me with my cravings and stuff with my addiction to meth. That didn’t work out. I ended up using two days after I started that pill. May try it again later down the road , not sure yet. I know I’m not using as much as I was a couple months ago.

Last week I started a new kind of therapy called EMDR. Not sure if I am going to like it, but I agreed with my therapist that I would try 5 sessions before I gave up completely. I also started working through the DBT workbook with my case manager. Since covid-19 we haven’t got to have a DBT group in over a year. So hopefully going through that again I can relearn skills I could be using right now. I know I need to be using them, they sure would help.

Enough for now… hope you all have a good weekend.

Heather