Why I want to stay meth free

I want to be here for my son and watch him graduate from college. I want to become more healthy. Make new and better friends. Have a better relationship with my family. But mostly though the number one reason is to be here for my son and myself!!!

“13 days today”

I found this app and started to use it… now I want to share it with you guys…I don’t say this often but I’m actually proud of myself… this has been the longest time I’ve been sober in years…I actually look at it daily and then smile and say I got this…

I hope you all have a good weekend… heather

Can’t take much more…I have had enough… can’t do it no more…

So I have had to people that are supposed to be my friend’s stay in my house…I can’t take it anymore…they have to go…I just found out that the guy is a registered sex attender for rap… that scares me a lot now… there would be times I would wake up and he would be sitting on the edge of my bed naked…I take medicine that knockes me out and I have know idea what is going on around me… and I would wake up with a really bad stomach pain…it would feel like you just had sex and I know that I that I didn’t…I’m just really scared and have been the last couple of nights…I hate myself so much right now…I self-harmed earlier…I haven’t done that in a long time…I don’t know what else to do…